money sucks

I used to write because it was the only way to make sense out of life
but now I have a real job so I make dollars and all the cents I used to have has converted into debt so I'm money hungry and senseless accumulating uneccesary accessories to replace connections and emotions because all i have time for is work and really who has time for that shit? wasting every moment scheduling around schedules and when did time become so impossible to find? 24hours in a day and hundreds in a paycheck so there has to be some minute where I can enjoy the money Im making but instead Im making checks out to pay for this shit I enjoyed 4 years ago and never seem to get my head enough out of water to keep breathing now Im choking on these nickles and dimes with water up my nose and my toes are startin to cramp so treading much longer is out of the question so my only suggestion is to just let it go..